Just a small town girl.

Haii thurr. I come back from my camping trip from my class and I'm told I'm moving next year. Fantastic. Yes, there is sarcasm in that. But only a little. You see, it's a tad messed up. When I was 6, my family and I moved to where I am now. A small town. My childhood was basically here. Now, we're moving back down to the city. Yes, I kind of want to move because all of my family is in the city and whatnot. I'm concerned because... well, my best friend... she got involved with the wrong people.. She smokes, gets brought home by the police every weekend and hooks up with random guys all the time. She's only 14.. I'm a little scared. The city. There's drugs and crimes and... idk. I wouldn't expect any of you to understand. Not that anyone reads this.. ahaha. Well... I guess I should go.. baii.

-Veronica

Lol I guess my 5 mins of fame is up. I'm back where I started. Blogging to people but only to realize no one is reading. Which leaves me sitting here very awkwardly. Kay so tomorrow I'm going on a camping trip for 3 days with my class. Yes, in the Winter. It is kind of pointless but hopefully it will be fun besides sharing a cabin with a bunch of girls I hate. Haha. So... I'm the only one of my friends that's single. Woo... :/ Kay well I'm just going to get to some of my favourite quotes or whatever.. baii ♥

-I don't want anyone else to have you.
- We're just some motherfucking kidss.
- Dear Santa, make me beautiful?
- Is happiness too much to ask for?
- mac. fucking. miller.
- They think they know everything, but they don't know a thing about me.
- I have more followers than friends.
- I over think everything.
- I'm kinda dealing with a lot right now.
- I know I should respect your opinion but i find that difficult cause you're a fucking idiot.

I think I'm done with the depressing quotes. I apologize.

TRUST ME,
I KNOW WHAT IT
FEELS LIKE ♥

I know what it's like when nobody cares.
I know what its like when nobody is there.
I know what its like to feel so alone, unloved
and worthless. I know what its like to go to school everyday with a smile on my face, just to cover everything up. Trust me, I know what it feels
like.

You want to talk? I'm here.
I promise I'll listen. What to talk?
Leave a comment on this post.
If you dont want to talk publicly, message me. ♥

p.s. no, i'm not fully happy again. i don't think any of us will ever be 100% happy. cause we're teenage girls. and this is reality. just know that we can get through this together. are you perfectly happy? no bad thoughts? no bullies? you can still message me and talk anytime you want. even if it's a little, teeny problem that you just want to talk about. ♥♥♥

Everything I'm feeling, quotes I like, random shit that I'm posting here cause everywhere else is too judgemental.

- I just feel so alone right now.
-nobody understands me
-wanting a summer love like in the last song.
-wanting summer.
-i'm so unhappy and I just take it out on everyone.
- I never called you a slut. I said you were a fucking whore.
- destroyed.
- i'm not really funny. I'm just really mean and people think i'm joking.
- i'm just tired of fighting.
- you can make it through it cause im living proof of it. - Demi Lovato

Random crap. Sorry if I bored you but I kinda enjoy these posts..

Um... wtf? Ahaha I haven't been on since january and I come back and WHAT.THE.FUUCCKK. I made homepage? Anyone wanna tell me how the hell that happened? Ahaha. Thank you so much. I didn't know anyone read my posts... at all. hahaha. So... what's new in the zoo? Well with me, I've learned that people aren't always going to be there for you. You know the quote 'Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies closer?' Well, that quote is great advice. Some of my best friends turned out to be my worst enemies. I hit rock bottom about 3 weeks ago. I have had it. I wanted to die... no one at school likes me, I'm not pretty, and I have bad relationships with a lot of family. Me and my mom are fighting 24/7. I'm getting better by writing in a journal everyday. I can't find anything good about myself. & to add to the drama, the guy i like, really like, really, really, really like, doesn't like me back.. i don't think... Well i don't know if me getting on front page was a one time thing, but it certainly made me smile. You're all so much nicer than people at my school. Internet > reality. haha. Well thanks for reading.. (:

- Veronica ♥